communication is a challenge and i can see that my post was misread.

i, too, treat all girls the same: you see, i am not talking about love making style - some (me) like it "ass up, face in the pillow" while others (such as yourself) like it "prince charming" style - what i am trying to elucidate, however, is the psychology, the motivation, the drive and interest in paying vs free.

all my life i have seen young sweet hot sexy meat packed into jeans or about in teasing spring dresses and just wanted to fuck fuck fuck them. don't even need to know there name. would prefer to just give them $$ and enjoy their flesh sans entanglements. i've tried a couple affairs and they were not a great experience. much prefer to go shopping!

I know this thread wasnt meant to be so dark, but since some of the other commenters didnt like your terminology, I thought it okay to bring up.

So, do you think you may be turning into a sociopath from having not only accepted, but having become so used to and in fact embracing the mindstate that you are "renting flesh"? Was it always like that, or have you gradually become desensitized? How much more desensitization would it take before you were beyond "disrespectful" and started to become "inhuman"??

Not judging but just asking honest questions for discussion as it is one of my own personal issues as well. Do you think that there is a process by which one can take too many gradual steps before they are outside the fringe????

i can relate to the concern. i think it's overblown to say one would could bury empathy so deep as to lose it completely, but you can bury it way, way, way behind reality so that you become like a sex addict who craves the fantasy (obsessively and compulsively) and loses the ability to have a genuine intimate relationship.

the last GF i was with made me really question things. i loved her and was attracted to her but had erection problems. and i am a once a day fuck machine, if not more, so this was weird. and it took me nearly a year of quitting the hobby and building a relationship with my wife to be back to "normal" with a dick that is ready to fuck every day, hard and demanding.

i think of the cock like a canary in a coal mine so yea, i do think (at least for me personally) once can have a psychological crack-up if they let themselves roll too deep into the flesh fantasy. luckily, i knew that talking about it with a counselor and being honest with the GF was not the answer! so with the wife i used cialis periodically until the crack could seal over. nobody knows and i can just leave it in the past.

it still lingers, so i find myself thinking about the cravings at times and of course clearing my cache after visiting RB. luckily, i don't think i will ever visit an escort again...

but if we get into our senior years and her menopausal pussy dries out then i'll be one of those 65yo dude's getting BBBJTC and BFS from 20 something koreans. makes me hard just thinking about it the good times to cum but maybe it never will, and i would be better off without renting flesh (again)

Heard a lot about you but only from you

really? Are uou sure? Cause i know that was you standing by the all u can eat pussy parlor this afternoon.

everyone asks wheres that pussy eating flesh loving prick at ?

Everyone always says probally out
buying flesh.

you dont have to lie to kick it.

we wont like you either way.

Excellent point. When I do have a one night stand, I don't expect to see the girl after it happens. We fuck and we both have our ways with each other. Is she married or in a committed relationship? Possibly but there's a reason she was out dressed to get attention.

You nailed it babe. Sometimes you just want it raw, fucking for the sheer sake of fucking with absolutely no meaning attached. That is impossible with the SO.

We are the story tellers of our life. We can incorporate other peoples version of what they see as our story, or we can tell our own story.

We can have a love story, or a whore/monger story or an infinite number of other permutations of what archetype you currently are channeling.

We can tell the story of renting someones flesh or we can tell the story of helping someone who chooses to serve mankind meet her needs while meeting ours or an infinite number of other versions.

We can feel guilt or we decide to feel entitled. We can have a religion or think its bullshit and follow a non-religious path of just You and a more spiritual You with God representing infinite possibilities in past, present and future dimensions, but even that is a story we tell ourselves.

We can be the star of our story or the victim...by choosing a few words differently.

What feels good to us and right to us is the ink for our story. What does not feel good, needs to be questioned to be sure that it is genuinely what WE feel and not some social hand-me-down or compliance.

Fast forward to the day of your death....as you're lying there about to expire and your possessions dont matter, what would you have wanted more of.....probable answer is more adult fun,more adventures, more time with dear friends, laughter etc....Do that now...