It's true. When they told me I am banned from all the clubs, I was scared I guess you can say. And all of my friends who are also addicts of strip clubs tell me that they are even more shy now then before they started going to strip club. They can no longer function normally like a normal man. They can't speak to girls at the bar. They can't find a date simply because they are too lazy for that, etc.

Yeah after watching this film, I realized that all strip club addicts are institutionalized, like like the prisoners. And I realized one thing: I am free. I am free from the institution. I have to find a way to get back on track. I need to be normal again. Because in the real world strange girls won't come up to you and hug you and touch your hair. You have to do all the talking and convince them to give you a minute of their time.

It's still hard on me after almost a year. But Im trying. I am using craigslist and match.com to meet people. I met a few. Im going to hit the bars this week. This film really taught me a lot. I am free. When I was in the strip club, I was in an institution. Im very glad that I finished watching this film. I was going to stop the film at the beginning because it looks boring. But I decided later to finish watching it. Then when I finished watching it, I realized that Im a free man. Im not a "controlled subject" anymore. And yes, I am ready to live a normal life. It's going to be hard, But Im willing to try.