Santa Cruz is a bit of a hike, considering I am North bay based. Not sure about all that

Love as thou will.

Gwenyth

rumi

*Blush*

Thank you.

Love as thou will.

Gwenyth

I too was impressed with your well composed and thought out response to my comment. I genuinely support and agree with your approach and admire your ability to accomplish so much with your clients and yourself.
In response to your comment about my numerous people per day. I guess now is as good of a time to come clean as any on this subject.
I didn’t ever think I would see men, I’ve lived as a married man to a pro dominatrix for 20 years. I had always been drawn to hookers and their seductive image so when I began cross dressing, I went that direction. Like many CD’s I posted my pics on the net and was overwhelmed with the response from men who literally pleaded and begged and offered me copious amounts of money for my time.
Finally, I just decided to allow others to have their desire, I gave and I gave to others so they might be happy. I did it as long as I could and when I thought I had given all I could I stopped.

Love,

Cindy

Like you, I started out only interested in women, but there similarities fade. One of the odd side affects of the hormones seems to have been a slow shift in my sexuality. That, along with the shift in how guys, particularly straight guys, responded to me slowly made me more and more interested in men.

So, I tried dating guys. Mostly via online, as that was an area I could easily introduce myself as ts beforehand. I had had ill luck with guys who were interested, in person, who didn't know. Unfortunately, I got little respect from guys met in online personals. None of the slow dance that straight guys who thought I was gg offered, it kept seeming to be all about sex.

I decided if I was going to be treated this fashion, I may as well get paid for it. Well, this and, I had dipped my toe once before and found that one time pretty interesting. Anyway, I was shocked to find that guys who paid for my time actually treated me far better. And that I sort of had a 'knack' for making guys feel good. And finally... there is something I really get out of being paid for something that involves my looks, and my personality. It's a major ego boost, over and over again. Warm n fuzzies.

Eventually, I got my CMT and now do sensually focused massage. I am no longer treating my job as 'an alternative to dating'. I have other stuff going on that takes up much of my time, and don't see too many people. I'm doing college, have another job. But it's summer, and I do so enjoy seeing guys now and again. I still love my job, and still get a lot of pleasure out of it. Both from guys who are concerned for my personal pleasure, and from the kick I get out of making people feel good.

Love as thou will.

Gwenyth

Love,

Cindy

Thank you for this exchange. Not much I could contribute but I certainly enjoyed reading your will thought out views.

Thanks, rumi

youd think if liked ball busting she couldve made extra as a dom on the side

Although I’m somewhat empathic, this statement is so grammatically unintelligible, I have no idea what you’re trying to convey here. If you’d like to take another attempt, I’d be more than happy to respond.

Love,

Cindy

your rumi

Love,

Cindy

Love,

Cindy