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Big_Dreamer
Member since 31-May-09
2 posts, Rate this user		 12-Jun-09, 06:02 PM (PST)
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"Yes, another post about that V. girl"
 
   So I had scheduled another visit with Venezuela even before the chat, although during the chat I wanted to drive the two hours to go see her at once. I was just hoping the second visit would be as good as the first and lo and behold.........it does get better. There aren't many providers I've seen in the past that I would do the whole dinner and a movie thing, but V. is truly a one of a kind gem. I would highly recommend her to anyone, but especially a nervous first-timer who is scared to actually make that call........trust me......you'll be glad you did. She should probably teach a class on the whole GFE thing, other girls could really learn a lot from her. I still don't know her extremely well, but do consider myself a pretty good judge of character. She is very trustworthy, honest, loyal, goodhearted, and not to mention beautiful. And she knows how much I love her smile

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Venezuela
Member since 22-Sep-08
59 posts, Rate this user		 15-Jun-09, 04:02 PM (PST)
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1. "Any Suggestion?"
In response to message #0
 
This person gave me the permission to post this email on here. Open to suggestion to help deal with his anxiety.

Venezuela – Hi, it was wonderful seeing you in the chat room on Wednesday. As you may have figured out by now, I am a hetro male with a curiosity for a woman like you. This curiosity began in Thailand a few years ago, when I was enjoying a very relaxing and strong massage by a beautiful masseuse. I was amazed at the strength of the lady and noticed her hands. It then dawned on me that it was a TS. But the thought did not bother me and actually turned me on ….she was beautiful (like you). I let her know that I knew and she seemed a little embarrassed, asking me if I was “ok”. I responded that yes I was and had no problems with the discovery. She teased me sexually to no end and I loved every minute of it. After the massage she gave me her number and told me to call her if I wanted another massage. I was too confused about the sexual tension she arose in me, and never called. But I have never forgotten that feeling.
Then cruising Redbook, I saw a pic of you and read the sweet things everyone that meets you says about you. Seeing you on cam last week made me feel like a high school kid seeing a naked girl for the first time (fear, anxiety and lust). Being married adds even more anxiety to what I am going through. All these years I thought I knew who I was sexually….. Since my exposure to you, I do not know anymore. I actually feel like I will explode at times when I think of my strong desire to be with you vs. my hetro history and life. I try not to, but I cannot get you out of my mind. And that drives me nuts, I never felt this way about another woman, why am I feeling this way over you? And have never met you in person….
Forgive me if this e-mail seems odd, I just felt I had to explain to you, who I am. And why I have not yet scheduled a date. Something tells me you are such a warm and understanding person that you understand what I am going through.
A Major Fan.....

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Member since 22-Mar-06
170 posts, 1 feedbacks, 2 points		 15-Jun-09, 05:23 PM (PST)
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2. "RE: Any Suggestion?"
In response to message #1
 
   Venezuela

I don't think there is anything you can do to help him. I would guess from reading his letter that he will see you sooner or later. He has "never forgotten" the TS lady he met in Thailand, who turned him on. My guess is that he still regrets not following up on calling her. He won't make that mistake with you. Sooner or later he will call; as he says, bottling up his desire is "driving him nuts" so he feels as if he will explode. It is only a matter of time before he overcomes his anxiety and gives in to his "strong desire".

I agree with his opinion of your beauty. And you are obviously a wonderful person, as evidenced by your fan mail and your web cam appearance. I will make a point of calling you myself the next time I am over the hill.

rumi

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Cal45 click here to view user rating
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524 posts, 5 feedbacks, 10 points		 15-Jun-09, 10:55 PM (PST)
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3. "RE: Any Suggestion?"
In response to message #1
 
   Hey Ven,

Major fan sounds like someone who should stop questioning his feelings and take the plunge. While I am not one who advocates messing around when in a relationship, if he is interested in seeing a TS lady I think Venesuela is a good choice. You treat everyone like a friend and give 110% to your guests. I hope he makes a decision soon before you get swept away be some lucky guy.

Cal

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icur12
Member since 19-Mar-09
65 posts, Rate this user		 17-Jun-09, 03:05 PM (PST)
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4. "You may unleash a Beast"
In response to message #3
 
   LAST EDITED ON 17-Jun-09 AT 03:11 PM (PST)
 
This guy reflects the conflicted feelings I carried with me for 20 years as I silently longed to express the " forbidden desire"; the moral obligation to my partner, the question of my
homophbia ( my worry I was Gay if I liked TSs), even wondering what I would actually "do with that thing": well it all plagued me.

I loved women, and absolutely felt out-of-my-mind with sexual energy when it came to even thinking about acting upon my TS fantasy.
I spent a few years just voyeuristically viewing erotic TS porn sites; I did what V's friend did...started communicating with a couple of nice gals from Southern California. Then it made sense to to me after the suggestion of one of these girls, to just try a pure massage with NO SEX.
It was amazing to me how many girls I called up here ( SF Bay Area) rejected that idea and had no patience for me ( it was 10 years ago).
Sex for money ok, but they didn't "do massage"!
Finally while on a business trip one of the girls I had been writing in So Cal said we could just lay together....damn nice it was, and all night long....heart going a hundred-fifty miles a minute for six straight hours....just like a high-school crush....it didn't take long from wading in with a massage to swimming in TS ecstacy. The trick is to find girls like V that are willing to connect.

I was fortunate that one of the Superstar SF providers of those days ( 2002) took a personal interest in me, so I was off and running.
I discovered a beauty ( and suffering) in TG women; a depth of character in them far beyond just being a "chick with a dick"!
They do have their own unique problems and struggles, as well as strengths and triumphs. TG girls are a unique third gender, unique and special in so many ways. I have known no greater passion or love than with my TS lover...God bless her!

I have experienced a world that has forever changed me. It has been ecstatic and terrifying, brought me great happiness and excruciating pain.
Just be true to yourself and your morals. My marriage had gone south, I was suffering a life of quiet desperation, so the time was right for me. But there have been some hurts to those I also Love, and some costs to the family.
I wouldn't trade the choice...I have met some incredibly fine people.
Those first days were awkward , but the comfort grows, and with luck you will learn from some of the caring girls ( like Venezuela...I was blessed to have had Mia - before she was a star-, Mila -fully transitioned and married-, and Princess Shah - sadly deceased- as my teachers)...and after a bit you will become quite comfortable....I would never trade those experiences....
And now the rest is history.....
Dude take the Plunge with Venezuela; tell her exactly what you want. She is ultra-feminine, and you won't for a minute feel anything but hetero, if that is your concern. I can't say that about every girl, but it is true with V. She is as Hot and as Feminine as any woman I have ever been with ( and I have loved myself quite a few)...
So as you can see ,I am a TS lover...maybe one day I will say to you, I'm a TS lover.... I C U R 1 2!
Have fun dude....lol
I give in to sin
Because you have to make this life worth living
Icy

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Venezuela
Member since 22-Sep-08
59 posts, Rate this user		 18-Jun-09, 00:47 AM (PST)
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5. "Thank You!"
In response to message #4
 
LAST EDITED ON 18-Jun-09 AT 00:49 AM (PST)
 
Big Dreamer, Cal45, ICUR12

Thank you for always being nice to me, being my friends, and staying by my side. Here are a couple pictures of me at the swimming pool in LAX on 06/17/2009.

Waiting for the man.

http://forum.myredbook.com/dcforum2/User_files2/7qzvx1lqv1iyp3x2.jpg



http://forum.myredbook.com/dcforum2/User_files2/k4myg7p18vlz520y.jpg

Waiting for the real man, not the perfect man.

http://forum.myredbook.com/dcforum2/User_files2/3wpws0d1n3w70we0.jpg


Luv

Venezuela


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